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Tuesday, June 20, 2006
i know i will do badly for CT not tt i am giving up no1 knows how much undone work i have i nv give me best for any tests or exams b4. seriously. i am not gg to play soccer after sch i am not gg to play any comp games i dun want to disappoint the ppl around me again esp my parents =( i need to get much better grades than my bro i want to have the same glory i have in pri. sch i need to score much better than my relatives in SA and VJ year2 now my year is always so competitive that i am always left with nothing i need to find back the fighting spirit i have. i gonna be serious with work. i dun wanna cry over sec3 and sec4 O levels results again.. cos it hurts more than anything else i know my parents were hoping for better results, i know i hurt them i was so heartbroken i cried so hard last year the 1st weeks of sch was so torturous cos it wasnt where i want to end up how reluntant i was to wear the sch uniform onli my parents knew how i felt it still haunts me when my mum cried when she saw how depressed i was when i locked up my room and cried the moment i reached home wearing my sch uniform till the next day refusing to eat and bathe lost 3kgs during the 1st week in my new sch how i refused to step into the sch gate it hurts even more when i looked across and know tt my friends are having fun while i am suffering but i know all these are in the past so i WILL NOT let history repeats itself
again, i know i will do badly for CT but i SWEAR i will finish all my undone tutorials from last year b4 prelims so i expect myself to get another good progress award. =D
if i dun, i will change my name to yong tart (tart meaning prostitute if u checked dictionary)
my most emotional entry
and i will be blogging less often.
and thanks to my friends from nj esp who helped me in one way or another and those who made life more difficult for me. i have nothing to say.
and i am going off to orchard again.
5:46 pm
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
i know i will do badly for CT not tt i am giving up no1 knows how much undone work i have i nv give me best for any tests or exams b4. seriously. i am not gg to play soccer after sch i am not gg to play any comp games i dun want to disappoint the ppl around me again esp my parents =( i need to get much better grades than my bro i want to have the same glory i have in pri. sch i need to score much better than my relatives in SA and VJ year2 now my year is always so competitive that i am always left with nothing i need to find back the fighting spirit i have. i gonna be serious with work. i dun wanna cry over sec3 and sec4 O levels results again.. cos it hurts more than anything else i know my parents were hoping for better results, i know i hurt them i was so heartbroken i cried so hard last year the 1st weeks of sch was so torturous cos it wasnt where i want to end up how reluntant i was to wear the sch uniform onli my parents knew how i felt it still haunts me when my mum cried when she saw how depressed i was when i locked up my room and cried the moment i reached home wearing my sch uniform till the next day refusing to eat and bathe lost 3kgs during the 1st week in my new sch how i refused to step into the sch gate it hurts even more when i looked across and know tt my friends are having fun while i am suffering but i know all these are in the past so i WILL NOT let history repeats itself
again, i know i will do badly for CT but i SWEAR i will finish all my undone tutorials from last year b4 prelims so i expect myself to get another good progress award. =D
if i dun, i will change my name to yong tart (tart meaning prostitute if u checked dictionary)
my most emotional entry
and i will be blogging less often.
and thanks to my friends from nj esp who helped me in one way or another and those who made life more difficult for me. i have nothing to say.
