okay.. these hols i have been having irregular sleeps accompanied with irregular mealtimes. i believe it affected my health to a certain extent bah. not having very good appetite. not having very good mood. 2 years back i will not reject any ppl who ask me to play soccer. these few days my classmate and an unknown person (i nv ask who he is) have been asking me to play soccer. but i kept rejecting. not becos i dun like to play. but i seriously have no mood or energy for it.
when i know i have left so much things undone. so much so much.. u wun believe how much. cos it's whole term of work. (if u think i am bullshitting then too bad) i felt regretful, remorseful, disappointed with myself. gonna disappoint my parents once again.
sometimes i ask myself. have i ever listened during gp or econs b4? have i ever done any work?
i gonna be more serious, studious in my work. alot alot of things i am unclear of.. concepts ... blah..blah...blah...
well, i've always been unwilling to put in extra effort to study. just covering the bear minimum and i am satisfied. j2 now and i have not even touch my TYS. some topics i dun bother to read. ouch.. okay.. enough of self-reflection
actually i realli realli dun feel like gg for the dinner tmr. cos much things undone. how am i gg to enjoy? hmm.. ok.. dun wanna ps some ppl also...
10:03 pm
Friday, June 23, 2006
okay.. these hols i have been having irregular sleeps accompanied with irregular mealtimes. i believe it affected my health to a certain extent bah. not having very good appetite. not having very good mood. 2 years back i will not reject any ppl who ask me to play soccer. these few days my classmate and an unknown person (i nv ask who he is) have been asking me to play soccer. but i kept rejecting. not becos i dun like to play. but i seriously have no mood or energy for it.
when i know i have left so much things undone. so much so much.. u wun believe how much. cos it's whole term of work. (if u think i am bullshitting then too bad) i felt regretful, remorseful, disappointed with myself. gonna disappoint my parents once again.
sometimes i ask myself. have i ever listened during gp or econs b4? have i ever done any work?
i gonna be more serious, studious in my work. alot alot of things i am unclear of.. concepts ... blah..blah...blah...
well, i've always been unwilling to put in extra effort to study. just covering the bear minimum and i am satisfied. j2 now and i have not even touch my TYS. some topics i dun bother to read. ouch.. okay.. enough of self-reflection
actually i realli realli dun feel like gg for the dinner tmr. cos much things undone. how am i gg to enjoy? hmm.. ok.. dun wanna ps some ppl also...