Tuesday, October 31, 2006
freedom
time: 11am
date: 20th november'06
place: sch hall
condition: almost brain dead
sitting on: grey chair
looking at: grey table
1st thing to do: kiss the sch goodbye.. lol
duration of freedom: many months
wish whoever is reading my blog all the best for your exams!!! =D
11:04 am
Monday, October 16, 2006
weeeeeeeeee~!... remember the 1st day i stepped into nj.. i felt like it's the end of the world. but thru out this 1 year plus, i did enjoy myself at some occasions.
i came to sch and saw the principal near the benches . for some moment i forgot who she was. lol. i just thot she looked familiar.. oops.. then i quickly said "good morning" .. followed by "hello"... haha
these 2 years i had experienced much more failures than successes. i neglected my studies totally in year 2. i have only myself to blame.
i forgot how it feel like to be successful. perhaps too numbed with all the failures now. i hope to taste success and regain my confidence.
glad to know many new friends in my life in jc that formed my deepest memories in njc. all the gossiping.. -_-... balaism *_*...
i think i have tasted enough failures. and i took very long to recover from them. yes. all these are "luggages" instead of "baggages" i take along with thru' my life. (quoted from mrs cheng) the reason y i cant accept the major blow in my life was becos i always thot life would be smooth sailing.
and it formed a downward spiral that pulled me down till today. nobody lent a helping hand or perhaps i ignored the world around me. i fell down and nv got up and rolled down the stairs instead.
isnt it time for me to stand up right now at this moment after i finish blogging and sprint up to as high as possible?
i felt emotional today singing the sch song. one of the few times i sang. one of the biggest irony i face.
i treasure all the friends i've made. and all the teachers. not forgetting the admin workers. thanks for accompanying me in this college life. =D
tat


5:23 pm
i am not worth u crying over.
7:10 am